Saturday, April 23, 2011

My worst nightmare

It is Spring and the eve of Easter, and I sit here wondering where is my son, what is he doing, is he in jail, is he alive?? How did this happen? what did I do wrong? there is nothing anyone can say to me that I have not said to myself. I have read the books, done the therapy, gone through the grieving and denial, nothing is working. I don't even know who my son is anymore....